
Today I got: "So, you're not gonna have some of the cake so-and-so brought in?"
"Nah." I say.
"Is that why you're chewing gum?"
Come to think of it..that is probably why I'm chewing gum. It keeps my mouth busy. I guess if I'm working..maybe I don't think about eating anything since my mouth is still chewing. Also, if I'm chewing I'm less apt to spit it out and replace it with food.

Yes, I guess have a disorder. I don't stick fingers down my throat and throw up. I don't purge..and I don't starve myself. It's a disorder of the mind. But, I look in the mirror and don't see the body that I want to have..
I'm Manorexic.