HAPPY THANKSGIVING GUYS>>>TODAY'S POST: kevin
i'm sorry bout the other day
bilikeme
yea?
yea?
kevin
yeah idk i just got nervous for some reaosn
yeah idk i just got nervous for some reaosn
bilikeme
what?
thats odd
no call? no text
whats there to be nervous about?
what?
thats odd
no call? no text
whats there to be nervous about?
kevin
i know, just was having some personal issues
ok
so..then nothing about me..
then why would u be nervous?
kevin
idk im just weird sometimes
i know, just was having some personal issues
ok
so..then nothing about me..
then why would u be nervous?
kevin idk im just weird sometimes
bilikeme
ur telling me!
lol
ur telling me!
lol
kevin
hahah i could make it up to u tho
hahah i could make it up to u tho
bilikeme
mhm
mhm
kevin
if u'd let me that is lol
if u'd let me that is lol
bilikeme
well..
maybe id like to hear what u have planned
lol
but, i like u..u were nice..just dont know why ur so weird all of a sudden
well..
maybe id like to hear what u have planned
lol
but, i like u..u were nice..just dont know why ur so weird all of a sudden
kevin
idk either haha
idk either haha
bilikeme
k
nothing i should know about?
k
nothing i should know about?
kevin
hahaha nahh, idk i just have issues when it comes to guys, even when its just sex haha
hahaha nahh, idk i just have issues when it comes to guys, even when its just sex haha
bilikeme
ok
well..u dont really have to have issues w/ me
thought we were cool together
ok
well..u dont really have to have issues w/ me
thought we were cool together
kevin
we were, and it was really hot, and ur really sexy and nice and sweet
we were, and it was really hot, and ur really sexy and nice and sweet
bilikeme
thanks..
thanks..
kevin
lol
lol
bilikeme
lol
i mean if something comes up..or somethings wrong..just text me..or im me..just let me know
i feel like im being played
lol
i mean if something comes up..or somethings wrong..just text me..or im me..just let me know
i feel like im being played
kevin
i know, i'm really sorry, i wouldn't like it done to me, so i really am sorry for doing that to you
but i really will make it up to u
any way u want
i know, i'm really sorry, i wouldn't like it done to me, so i really am sorry for doing that to you
but i really will make it up to u
any way u want
bilikeme
well..i dont need to have anything over on u..just follow thru and im into it
well..i dont need to have anything over on u..just follow thru and im into it
kevin
alright lol
alright lol
bilikeme
just lemme know when ur around
just lemme know when ur around
kevin
well are u busy today?
well are u busy today?
bilikeme
today? yea..today doesnt work
today? yea..today doesnt work
kevin
we can try for another day
we can try for another day
bilikeme
ok.
well..just get in touch just don't flake on me again
ok.
well..just get in touch just don't flake on me again
this is ur last shot.
kevin
i wont
i wont
maybe we should meet thursday afternoon. ;-)
bilikeme
yea? that may work. could use something hot then
kevin
haha
so it was hot with me?
haha
so it was hot with me?
bilikeme
with u?
eh..ur a work in progress
lol
with u?
eh..ur a work in progress
lol
kevin
ouchh
ouchh
bilikeme
potential
lol
no..with you..sex was steaming hot
potential
lol
no..with you..sex was steaming hot
kevin
ok good answer haha
ok good answer haha
bilikeme
lol
lol
kevin
and i agree
and i agree
bilikeme
lol
lol
kevin
i'm getting hard right now thinking about it haha
i'm getting hard right now thinking about it haha
bilikeme
lol me too!
***
Kevin texts me the next day, as planned, and his place wasn't available. I suggested we meet at a motel (the same motel Ross and I used to go to on occasion). He was into it..again, seems very passionate about us meeting again, so seems good.
In our texts he seems to have gone back to the Kevin that I remembered...giving me "kisses" through texts, and asking what I wanted him to wear when we met (I said he looks great naked so, come naked!).
"I just want to put it out there...what do you think about not using a condom. I was tested 2 weeks ago, and you were the last guy I had sex with so I'm all clean. I just want to feel you inside me...bare."
I was a little shocked...
"Well, I don't know. It's certainly tempting. Would love that too. But, let's use one today, and talk about it." I said.
I mean, I haven't had sex without a condom in years..since Ross. And we were together..like commitment wise. We weren't having sex with anyone else. How do I feel about having sex with Kevin without protection? Well, I don't see no ring on this finger...lol
After-all, he disappeared on me..and I can't really feel any security in this relationship..yet. Maybe in time..maybe I'll change my mind. If any of you guys would see this dudes body..shit..you wouldn't believe it.
Anyway..off to have some fun. I'll fill you in later for sure.
***
So, an update:
I wait..and wait and wait for Kevin to text me..that he's done with his shower and ready to meet. 30 minutes, an hour..then I text him..call..text again..call again. Nothing. Not a thing.
Very weird..maybe I'm better off not dealing with this shit..no matter how hot the ass and sex is. I man, was the Question of bareback sex a test? a deal breaker? I didn't get that impression when he asked..not that I would have changed my mind.
I'm done with the disappearing act - it's me who's disappearing now.
lol me too!
*** Kevin texts me the next day, as planned, and his place wasn't available. I suggested we meet at a motel (the same motel Ross and I used to go to on occasion). He was into it..again, seems very passionate about us meeting again, so seems good.
In our texts he seems to have gone back to the Kevin that I remembered...giving me "kisses" through texts, and asking what I wanted him to wear when we met (I said he looks great naked so, come naked!).
"I just want to put it out there...what do you think about not using a condom. I was tested 2 weeks ago, and you were the last guy I had sex with so I'm all clean. I just want to feel you inside me...bare."
I was a little shocked...
"Well, I don't know. It's certainly tempting. Would love that too. But, let's use one today, and talk about it." I said.
I mean, I haven't had sex without a condom in years..since Ross. And we were together..like commitment wise. We weren't having sex with anyone else. How do I feel about having sex with Kevin without protection? Well, I don't see no ring on this finger...lol
After-all, he disappeared on me..and I can't really feel any security in this relationship..yet. Maybe in time..maybe I'll change my mind. If any of you guys would see this dudes body..shit..you wouldn't believe it.Anyway..off to have some fun. I'll fill you in later for sure.
***
So, an update:
I wait..and wait and wait for Kevin to text me..that he's done with his shower and ready to meet. 30 minutes, an hour..then I text him..call..text again..call again. Nothing. Not a thing.
Very weird..maybe I'm better off not dealing with this shit..no matter how hot the ass and sex is. I man, was the Question of bareback sex a test? a deal breaker? I didn't get that impression when he asked..not that I would have changed my mind.
I'm done with the disappearing act - it's me who's disappearing now.
